Aimless Shit

People disgust me..., maybe I am being a cynic... maybe i am not thinking straight.. maybe I am depressed... but it still remains a fact. Someone said why break your head about something you can't help.. you can't change... that reminds me of the day when I said the same thing to my dad. I did not get a proper answer that day but today I have an answer. i am bothered because I am part of this fucking society. I am bothered that people put themselves first and have no concern for others and it is scary that some people think that is how it should be and that is the sign of development. I am not sure what kind of crappy philosophy that is and how much screwed up their minds have to be to think that way. There was a time when people were afraid to make mistakes, but now they make mistakes and blame others for it. Being rude and showing attitude have become a fashion statement. The standards for ethics and moral values have hit rock bottom. Every asshole is a good person these days, those who lie , those who cheat, those who are selfish and guess what there is no wrong in being selfish.. I have been told so... I am surrounded by this shallowness and it sickens my stomach all the time. I have been told I don't belong in this day and time that I live... maybe its not just me that doesn't belong in this day and time, it is this whole sickening population of so called human beings who are burdening this earth with their filth that don't belong in this day and time... They talk about dooms day and if it happens in my life time... and when entire population is scurrying to save themselves and screaming, I will be laughing myself to death....